sweet, sweet, baby

Baby is doing so well. He eats good and sleeps good. Today he was exactly the size Kaden was when he was born: 7lb 7 0z, 21 inches. It is interesting, since yesterday was his official due date. It is crazy he is over a month old. I am sorry that he came early and had a few bumps to go over, but man am I glad I wasn't pregnant that whole time. I may have had a major meltdown by now.


I love Beckham's long fingers. His hands are so perfect. He always has them near his face and he likes to stretch his fingers out like this. I love it.


It is so fun for me that Kaden and Beckham are quite different. Beckham is such a snuggly little guy and just burrows into me when I hold him. From the day Kaden was born he liked to face out, threw himself around, arched his back, tossed his head around, and was always wiggling. We'll see if Beckham stays so snuggly, but right now I am soaking it up. I am so lucky that they both have such mellow, easy-going personalities. I am loving this boy business; it's for me.

We stayed out in the yard

I wish I had a really good "before" picture. I posted pictures a few weeks ago of our sunflower jungle. What couldn't be seen in those pictures was the massive amount of weeks hiding beneath the pretty flowers. When Beckham was born, my mom and dad spent days, and DAYS pulling weeds and flowers. They hauled off two nearly overflowing trailers-full. Man, they really must love me.

Last week we started the excavating and contouring. Our lot is on the side of a hill and quite steep, and it's taken some brainstorming and creativity to come up with the best idea for a cool yard. The vision is coming into fruition little by little, and I'm excited.

How fortunate that my dad happens to own a tractor, complete with every attachment we could dream of. He has been spending hours going up and down, back and forth, moving dirt. It's pretty sweet that Dad also just so happens to know about everything and how to do everything. Seriously, my dad is the coolest. He is an artist at his work.

He used a handy tool to upturn and drag gigantic rocks down to a general area where my mom and I worked like little slaves moving them into piles. I think we could have built something akin to the Great Wall...This picture really does no justice. We're awesome.

So, we moved all of these rocks, only to have to move them again. But, look what we did!

We BUILT a WALL! I know, it's pretty impressive. Those rocks are not small, light, or easy to move, but we kept at it and I love how it turned out-especially because it was FREE.

My mom worked SO hard. I kept taking breaks to feed children, put them to bed, get a snack, get a drink, blow my nose...you get the idea. She is amazing; my hero.

I told Kaden to give a "thumbs up!" and he gave the number one sign. It works. We are number 1!

Kaden has been an absolute filthy mess. He has loved playing in the dirt all day everyday though. His bathwater has been looking a bit mud puddle-ish. I am excited to get going on this. It will be a long work in progress, but I can't wait for a real yard.

to be continued...

Sweet Innocence

There is such a sweet innocence about children. Last night Kaden said his own prayers,

"Dear Henly Fodder,

Thank you for bessings,

Thank you for ursery (nursery),

Thank you for choo-choos,

Thank you for trains,

Thank you for tracks,

name Jesus Christ, Amen".

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And now, I am listening to him lay in his bed, singing himself to sleep. There is nothing more heart-warming than that cute little voice. These are the sweet moments of motherhood that I love, that I just can't get enough of.

Graduated

Hurray! As of yesterday, Beckham is off the oxygen. He's gaining weight like a champ--6 lb 7 oz...that's my boy!

And, Kaden hasn't smothered him. He's actually getting a bit better, day by day...and so am I (I hope). We're going to make it!

Vroom

Last night we went to Kaden's friend Danica's 4th birthday party. She had a big bouncy castle and everything. I was most entertained watching them ride the little four-wheelers around. Little boys are so cute. I love the excitement they get at the things that go.

Little Dax can't walk by himself, but he had fun walking behind, and being drug by, cute little Joel. Oh-and I love his pipe-cleaner hair.

I got so many pictures of these two. Kylie was a little ham riding behind Teryk. I think he liked having a little lady ride on the back.

I love this picture because the background is so pretty. It was the perfect fall evening and my favorite time of day; dusk. I love living here.

We had such a fun evening. I love the feeling of fall in the air. I am in love with this time of year-getting out and enjoying the crisp air, changing colors, and lovely smells of autumn. I am happy to usher in the new season.

Trouble

My little man has been giving me a real run for my money. He is into everything, whining nonstop, and pushing his limits all over the place. I hate feeling like he is living in time-out, or that I am telling him "no" all day. I am really hoping this is a normal phase he is going through, just trying to get attention. Today he dumped a bottle of salad dressing down the vent into the duct work in the basement. It actually hurts me to get mad at him. It actually hurts to see his sad, heart-broken face.

He loves Beckham, almost too much. He wants to squeeze him, feed him, hold him, kiss him, force the binky in his mouth, you name it. It is cute and very frustrating. I want him to love him, but again, I find myself saying "no" much more than I'd like to. He'll learn to be soft, right?

Even though he's been trouble and driving me to near insanity, he is still the sweetest little guy around. He forgives me for getting mad, and apologizes for being naughty. He smiles and laughs all day and says "thank you so much mama!" whenever I do something for him. I am sure this is just a little bump in the road, and I am sure glad he is so stinkin' cute, or I might rent him out for a few days. I really do love that attention-demanding, mischief-making, whining, ornery little fella.

Always room for more love

Our little boy finally got to come home yesterday. He is on oxygen for a little while, and sometimes getting him to eat enough is a bit difficult, but we are so happy to have him home with our family.

He's getting bigger, stronger, and more alert everyday. It's amazing the love we feel for this little guy. I was worried that I wouldn't know how to love another child like I love Kaden. I guess the heart just knows how to open up and swell more, to accommodate all the love in the world.

My heart must be pretty big now.